Dancing in the Dark, Vexing in the Light

I hold my breath, I hide from the sun

Never giving up the hope, the hope of love

The pretense would last forever if it has to

In your arms, I got broken

Waiting for you to notice the distance

The distance we will keep for eternity

We are scarred, no regrets yet

On and off, back and forth we go

Anticipation of the highest order

Love of the strongest order

Action exists not

The stars collide, rainbow is colourless

Once upon a time, future seemed so bright

I gave you my heart to keep

Still, you kept your distance

Love from afar, void comfort

You are so hard to love

No maze as complicated as you are

Dancing in the dark, I must have dropped a thousand waters

Were they tears?

Awaited the right time

When I hoped love would come

Healed with the stars, sought for comfort in the their wounds

Stood as a shield, stood as an island

I tried so you would not lose me, miss my love

Stayed strong for us

You needed much and I offered much more

I wanted more and you offered less

I envied you, your control and your sanity

You never cried, as you promised me

I cried for us both, cried for me

Our love shall remain in the dark

For all eternity we swore to miss each other

Standing as a guard, holding up the shield

You broke my walls, and I crumbled in your presence

Never to die alone, never to live apart

These were our vows, our mantra

Dancing in the dark, I must have caused a thousand waters

Were they tears?

I fell so hard my heart cracked

Your voice was too sonorous

Melody to my ears, knives to my heart

You made my eyes aglitter right from the start

I knew I could not have you, neither could I do without you

You were on top of the world, you had all the words

I needed you by my side

I fell, without promises

Without promises of a future

Without promises of a future of us

I remain the champion of the blame game

And the victim of the same game

The promises were all mine, the pain was all mine

I knew we wouldn’t get there, I believed otherwise

You failed to believe we would get there

I dreamed for both of us

I wished I were enough, enough for the trials

Wish I were, but was I?

Dancing in the dark, I must have dropped a thousand waters

Were they tears?

Now, I see the crystals clearly

Now, I see the thorns clearly

Now, I have to do without you, without your solace

Now, I know you failed me

I thought God took you from me

But no! You betrayed yourself

You betrayed us

A million regrets, just one wish

Wish we never met

Once I had seen you, I would be in you forever

I fell at first sight, was it love?

Thorns and crystals, I see

Clouds and glitters, I see

I felt everything so deeply

Oceans may seem like deserts when looked at from a distance

Angelo, amor cuerdo, no es amor

Angel, sane love is no love

Dancing in the dark, I must have caused a thousand waters

Were they tears?

I fell, I wasn’t pushed

Rather you tried pulling me up

You fearlessly dealt with the broken me

You kept quiet while I was agonized

I was too busy licking my wounds

Too busy to notice you, to notice you had wounded too

To notice the wounds I gave you

The hurt I caused, the love I ruined

The future I crushed, the tears I caused

I drowned in the sea of lovers

I noised over your silence

We are lost, I lost you

I miss you, your patience and silence

Your understanding and grace

I will never get my mind off you

I will never get over you, over your love

Beneath us lies a garden of nails

Now I am ready to face the future

Vexing in the light, I must have drawn a million bloods

Were they tears?

SORRY!